The Future Beholds

I have no idea what the future beholds. Not at least for the next few weeks. I don't have the slightest idea where I will be in the next few weeks. ANd I had never dream that I will actually be caught in such a situation, where your next move is subjected entirely to where the reins holder thrown you into. But, I am thrilled. I smell the freedom that I have longed yet no guts to pursue. I see the carrots dangling which will be mine if I get my lazy ass out of the couch to slave for it.

I am one with an obession of planning my life, down to the very details of what and when to have dinner everyday for the next 3 weeks. Throw me into such a unpredictable situation, my heart goes thump thump thump but, but , but I LOVE IT. Even though the near future is unconfirmed, I can see the big picture.

A year from now:
I might finally have my own accommodation where I can be far from the madding crowd after a day of really hard work. A place where I can walk naked in. Er well, maybe not, but you get the idea. It is the kind of freedom that you can do whatever you fancy because it is your home and you don't have to give a damn of what others think.

4 years from now:
Theoretically, I should have obtained most of my 5Cs and am on the way to my 6th. Yes, my coverted adopted Children. My Lucas and Meredith. My pride and my joy.